BEAUTIFUL MESS PART 24

Beautiful Mess – Episode 24
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Smile For Me
Simi
Garrett.
I feel soft hands in my hair, it’s soothing so I
continue to close my eyes as I savor this
moment of silence.
I try to remember what happened but I can’t, I
just remember that I was close to her.
To my Kismet.
My eyes flies open and I groan silently at the
harsh light, I am In my room.
Wait? My room?
I turn slowly and my eyes blur at the pounding
headache in my head.
It’s Kismet, she’s the one stroking my head.
I watch her as she unconsciously does it, I
don’t want to make a noise, I don’t want to
loose this moment.
She hums a tune, it’s a familiar tune, I close
my eyes to savor it.
“Maman, I think the man is awake”
I freeze and so does the hand in my hair.
So it’s true, my Kismet actually got married and
had a child.
I sit up slowly and she watches me the way a
sheep would watch a lion.
With a lot of fear and a mix of fire.
I groan when I feel my head bang and she
reaches out to touch me but I pull away.
Hurt flashes through her eyes and it kills me
but I can’t let her, she is someone else’s.
My fist clench around the sheets and
venomous thoughts pass through my head.
If it was another time I would have killed off the
man and make her love me again.
“You don’t have to look like you’ve seen a
ghost Garrett”
Her voice immediately soothes the beast in me
burn her words gets me riled again.
“What are you doing here?”
I ask her, albeit a little harshly.
“So you didn’t switch apartments? You still live
here?, thank God, it came in handy when I
decided not to call your brothers, I knew you
would hate that”
She says ignoring my question so ask my
question again.
“What are you doing here?”
“I know you don’t want to see me but you don’t
have to be so rude”
I raise a brow and although it costs me a little
bit of my strength I don’t let it show.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
She rolls her eyes and I stiffen, immediately
going into gage mode.
“Did you just roll your eyes at me?”
She freezes, she knows how much I hate it.
“I don’t know, did I?”
She responds and I vaguely see her child
looking from me to her almost comically.
“Kismet, behave”
That seems to get into her brain because she
drops her sassy behavior and immediately
adopts her ice cold persona.
I don’t like that very much.
“How have you been Garrett?”
“What do you think?”

“You look good, you look more than ok”
“Well that makes one of us”
I say leaning to extend my hand to the little
girl, Kismet holds her back when she steps
forward.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
She asked, clearly in a tizz.
“Do you really want to do this?”
“I don’t care if you are sick, I want you to
explain what you meant by that”
“I am not sick”
I deny, with conviction.
“Yes you are, the doctor said you had an high
fever, Maman had an high fever too recently”
The kid says and my eyes goes to hers, it’s as
green as her mother’s.
“The ambulance gave you an emergency
procedure and brought you home, they say
you should be better in a while”
She continues and I reply.
“If you say so then baby cheeks”
I see Kismet look between us before turning to
me.
“Explain Garrett”
“Don’t you think we should say this without
your child present?”
“Jazz, go to the sitting room and wait for me,
don’t touch anything”
“Maman?”
“Now, jasmine”
“Don’t talk to her like that”
I state, she was being too harsh on the little
kid, wait.
When did I loose my man card and started
caring about kids?
Kismet doesn’t say anything just throw the kid
a look who exits the room quite quickly if you
ask me.
“Are you a cruel mom? Does your husband
know?”
I ask and she stiffens.
“I don’t think you have the right to ask that
Garrett, considering you didn’t care seven
years ago, I see no reason why you should be
now”
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t care to repeat my self”
“I didn’t peg you for a flake hazel eyes”
“Don’t call me that”
“Why? Do you miss it?”
She tenses and take a deep breath.
“I absolutely despise you”
She says and my hand goes to my chest
where a pain suddenly develops, her eyes
follow the gesture and I make an effort to drop
my hand.
“Thanks for bringing me home Kismet, thank
you for being here and not calling my brothers,
I hope we don’t meet like this again”
I say and she tenses.
“Are you asking me to leave your house?”
I don’t reply, just concentrate on trying to
stand.
She stands and picks up her bag from the
floor.
The farther she gets away the harder it is to
breath, I didn’t think she would call my bluff.
But she is someone else’s, I should let her go.
I walk behind her until she gets to the door of
my bedroom where she stops.
“A-hole”
What?
“What?”
I ask.
“You are an a-hole”
She says and I can hear the tears in her
voice.
“Hazel eyes….”
Her tears totally kills me.
“I waited for you, you promised me you would
always come back, I waited, I even tried to
make it easier on you so I tried to find you and
still you didn’t want me”
“What are you talking about Kismet..”
She turns and I can see the rage in her eyes.
“You didn’t want me, you threw me away, I
needed you but I couldn’t have you, you didn’t
let me have you
You were mine Garrett! Mine!”
“I was all yours Kismet, but when I really
needed you to trust me you threw me away
first, I really need you Kis, I needed you like I
needed my next breath”
“I was young, I was being threatened!”
“What?”
I ask? Calming down even as the headache in
my head fights to take me down.
“It’s all in the past now”
She says, cleaning her face, drying her tears.
“Kismet…”
“Good bye Garrett, let’s never meet again”
She says, her hand going to the door knob.
“Hazel eyes, won’t you stay?”
I ask, using the line from her favorite
telenovela.
“You don’t get to use that line Garrett, I miss
you and I still love you but you don’t get to use
that line”.
“You miss me? You love me?”
Finally the ache in my head recedes.
“Good…”
“I missed you too, I missed you very much, so
much that my heart ached when I was away
from you”
“Mine too”
She admits, finally turning fully to take a step
towards me.
I close the distance.
“Please Kismet, for the sake of my sanity,
please tell me I made a mistake the other night
and you are not actually married”
“Other night?”
She asks in confusion.
“Kismet..”
“What ever gave you the thought that I was
ma….”
I didn’t let her finish before I bend down to kiss
her.
For the first time in 7 years I feel at peace.
F-ck.
This woman is my home.
I break the kiss, resting my head on hers.
“I missed you, I f-cking missed you so much
baby girl”
“I missed you too big guy”
I kiss her head, placing it on my chest and she
wraps her hand around me.
We stay like that for a while before I ask.
“Who is Jasmin?”.
She tenses and I think that I won’t like her
answer.
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Smile For Me
Simi
Garrett.
I feel soft hands in my hair, it’s soothing so I
continue to close my eyes as I savor this
moment of silence.
I try to remember what happened but I can’t, I
just remember that I was close to her.
To my Kismet.
My eyes flies open and I groan silently at the
harsh light, I am In my room.
Wait? My room?
I turn slowly and my eyes blur at the pounding
headache in my head.
It’s Kismet, she’s the one stroking my head.
I watch her as she unconsciously does it, I
don’t want to make a noise, I don’t want to
loose this moment.
She hums a tune, it’s a familiar tune, I close
my eyes to savor it.
“Maman, I think the man is awake”
I freeze and so does the hand in my hair.
So it’s true, my Kismet actually got married and
had a child.
I sit up slowly and she watches me the way a
sheep would watch a lion.
With a lot of fear and a mix of fire.
I groan when I feel my head bang and she
reaches out to touch me but I pull away.
Hurt flashes through her eyes and it kills me
but I can’t let her, she is someone else’s.
My fist clench around the sheets and
venomous thoughts pass through my head.
If it was another time I would have killed off the
man and make her love me again.
“You don’t have to look like you’ve seen a
ghost Garrett”
Her voice immediately soothes the beast in me
burn her words gets me riled again.
“What are you doing here?”
I ask her, albeit a little harshly.
“So you didn’t switch apartments? You still live
here?, thank God, it came in handy when I
decided not to call your brothers, I knew you
would hate that”
She says ignoring my question so ask my
question again.
“What are you doing here?”
“I know you don’t want to see me but you don’t
have to be so rude”
I raise a brow and although it costs me a little
bit of my strength I don’t let it show.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
She rolls her eyes and I stiffen, immediately
going into gage mode.
“Did you just roll your eyes at me?”
She freezes, she knows how much I hate it.
“I don’t know, did I?”
She responds and I vaguely see her child
looking from me to her almost comically.
“Kismet, behave”
That seems to get into her brain because she
drops her sassy behavior and immediately
adopts her ice cold persona.
I don’t like that very much.
“How have you been Garrett?”
“What do you think?”
“You look good, you look more than ok”
“Well that makes one of us”
I say leaning to extend my hand to the little
girl, Kismet holds her back when she steps
forward.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
She asked, clearly in a tizz.
“Do you really want to do this?”
“I don’t care if you are sick, I want you to
explain what you meant by that”
“I am not sick”
I deny, with conviction.
“Yes you are, the doctor said you had an high
fever, Maman had an high fever too recently”
The kid says and my eyes goes to hers, it’s as
green as her mother’s.
“The ambulance gave you an emergency
procedure and brought you home, they say
you should be better in a while”
She continues and I reply.
“If you say so then baby cheeks”
I see Kismet look between us before turning to
me.
“Explain Garrett”
“Don’t you think we should say this without
your child present?”
“Jazz, go to the sitting room and wait for me,
don’t touch anything”
“Maman?”
“Now, jasmine”
“Don’t talk to her like that”
I state, she was being too harsh on the little
kid, wait.
When did I loose my man card and started
caring about kids?
Kismet doesn’t say anything just throw the kid
a look who exits the room quite quickly if you
ask me.
“Are you a cruel mom? Does your husband
know?”
I ask and she stiffens.
“I don’t think you have the right to ask that
Garrett, considering you didn’t care seven
years ago, I see no reason why you should be
now”
“What do you mean?”
“I don’t care to repeat my self”
“I didn’t peg you for a flake hazel eyes”
“Don’t call me that”
“Why? Do you miss it?”
She tenses and take a deep breath.
“I absolutely despise you”
She says and my hand goes to my chest
where a pain suddenly develops, her eyes
follow the gesture and I make an effort to drop
my hand.
“Thanks for bringing me home Kismet, thank
you for being here and not calling my brothers,
I hope we don’t meet like this again”
I say and she tenses.
“Are you asking me to leave your house?”
I don’t reply, just concentrate on trying to
stand.
She stands and picks up her bag from the
floor.
The farther she gets away the harder it is to
breath, I didn’t think she would call my bluff.
But she is someone else’s, I should let her go.
I walk behind her until she gets to the door of
my bedroom where she stops.
“A-hole”
What?
“What?”
I ask.
“You are an a-hole”
She says and I can hear the tears in her
voice.
“Hazel eyes….”
Her tears totally kills me.
“I waited for you, you promised me you would
always come back, I waited, I even tried to
make it easier on you so I tried to find you and
still you didn’t want me”
“What are you talking about Kismet..”
She turns and I can see the rage in her eyes.
“You didn’t want me, you threw me away, I
needed you but I couldn’t have you, you didn’t
let me have you
You were mine Garrett! Mine!”
“I was all yours Kismet, but when I really
needed you to trust me you threw me away
first, I really need you Kis, I needed you like I
needed my next breath”
“I was young, I was being threatened!”
“What?”
I ask? Calming down even as the headache in
my head fights to take me down.
“It’s all in the past now”
She says, cleaning her face, drying her tears.
“Kismet…”
“Good bye Garrett, let’s never meet again”
She says, her hand going to the door knob.
“Hazel eyes, won’t you stay?”
I ask, using the line from her favorite
telenovela.
“You don’t get to use that line Garrett, I miss
you and I still love you but you don’t get to use
that line”.
“You miss me? You love me?”
Finally the ache in my head recedes.
“Good…”
“I missed you too, I missed you very much, so
much that my heart ached when I was away
from you”
“Mine too”
She admits, finally turning fully to take a step
towards me.
I close the distance.
“Please Kismet, for the sake of my sanity,
please tell me I made a mistake the other night
and you are not actually married”
“Other night?”
She asks in confusion.
“Kismet..”
“What ever gave you the thought that I was
ma….”
I didn’t let her finish before I bend down to kiss
her.
For the first time in 7 years I feel at peace.
F-ck.
This woman is my home.
I break the kiss, resting my head on hers.
“I missed you, I f-cking missed you so much
baby girl”
“I missed you too big guy”
I kiss her head, placing it on my chest and she
wraps her hand around me.
We stay like that for a while before I ask.
“Who is Jasmin?”.
She tenses and I think that I won’t like her
answer.

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